reasons being two of my currents dreams were smashed..=<
1st - quitting the shitty job in Hilton and working in Four Seasons Hotel, Canary Wharf. Yesterday finally made a decision to call up the hotel and ask about the employment. Sadly, they were not employing.....sob sob!!
2nd - was going to move into a single room, thinking ' oh finally, i will have a room for me own and have some privacy ' but thing turned out that I am not moving. Not really sure if this is good or bad as the area that I was about to move into is not as what i expected it to be, neither does the room. Didnt really like it 100% anyway.. but, argh! another dream was smashed!!
TWO in a single evening !!! Anyway, had been a long time didnt really feel -down- , so it was kind a refreshment of my emotion really... Then, been searching for a single room online and it seemed just impossible to get what I want in Hammersmith area, unless i want to move out of the area, to east london.. nice and cheap! lolz..
One of the best thing of the day was I went to a Turkish Cuisine Restaurant with Jameson, not to mention the deliciousness of the meal, Lamp Kebab served with rice and salad and the on-the-house bread with some yougurt thingy.. oh YUM!!!! That cheered me up!! so so so so so much!! Had nice chat with Jameson again.. hahaha .. friends is all that i need!!!
Moaned about being so lonely, single, don't have a partner.. oh gosh!! that was another depressing moment... ='< wonder when will i have one.. oh a lovely one...!!
>>>>>>>>I am REALLY to LOVE again!!!! PEPS!!! APPLY WITHIN!!!!! =P <<<<<<<<<
So what's next.. no more dream job, no more dream room for Giraffy... oh yeah, and also, no more dream man for me too!!! (*Alex just doesn't seem interested in keeping in touch!*)... argh!! LIFEEEEE......!!!!!
And how pathetic I am, haven't been out since Monday night, been sitting in front of the computer every night every since. INTERNET again... aiks!! how how how how pathetic...!!!
>>>Another Best Thing Of The Day<<<
couldnt believe they serve this tea in the Turkish Cuisine Restaurant. Oh dear... i miss this tea so so so much and it brought back so much sweet memory...*Mishy Mishy
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